1/25/2006

Where it all began..

I first started online back before the turn of the century. See how I injected a feeling of history there? It was around 8-ish years ago now, which doesn't quite have the same weight, but never mind.
I was far and away about as tossed about mentally, spiritually and physically as can be. Still at uni, I was LGB rep with the Student union (and by God's grace, not a very good one). I discovered a whole new world of wierdness online to immerse myself in. I actually got involved with Jesus Army from an initial contact online, so the internet didn't have the greatest influence on me in the beginning. However, in due time, and once I was away from the toxic atmosphere of Uni life, I started finding things that helped me greatly.
By far the most significant at the time was Pros Apologian: Thoughts from the Apologetic Front
. Given that I had been involved on and off with Jehovah's Witnesses since my early teens, attracted to Roman Catholicism, and was generally a mixed up puppy, James White's brand of forthright, clear-sighted apologetics was literally a Godsend. My internal compass was heavily skewed. I had trouble defining who Jesus was, I was focused entirely on a works-based faith, and put simply, I had never really understood the gospel.
I slowly began to absorb all the goodies in the AOMin archives, and the blog was such an eye-opener to me. I had become familiar with the apologetics of Roman Catholics associated with EWTN, and I had never heard any convincing arguments against their views until then.
Eventually, on a more even keel, I began to start trying to talk to the Witnesses that came to my door. As I was never a baptised Witness, they still can. AOMin were very helpful in this - helping me to clear my own mind of some of the muddled thinking about things, and also to really puncture some Witness mental defences. I am still witnessing to around three JW women, and I'd value your prayers in that endeavour.
Dr White's Blog is an amusing jumble of tech-stuff (Waaay over my head), useful apologetic primers, links to The Dividing Line online broadcast, and random cartoon art and 'fractals' *She says, pretending she knows what they are*. It's always worthwhile, and I read it before I even knew what a 'blog' was.
So there you go. ProsApologian. Why I am not a JW or a Catholic.

8 comments:

Dyspraxic Fundamentalist said...

A lot of people are very enthusiastic about James White.

A friend of mine used to give me lots of Calvinist arguments from James White. He found them really convincing and I did not. Funny how some things convince some and not others.

Every Blessing in Christ

Matthew

Libbie said...

Interestingly, my Calvinist understandings came from elsewhere. James White I credit with helping me grab hold of concepts like the Trinity, the canon of scripture and it's authority and so on.

Joe said...

And we're glad.

BTW: aren't you going to miss Pyromaniac? I am.

Love reading your posts.

Libbie said...

Oh Joe, thankyou for stopping by.

I am sorry that Pyromaniac will not be posting himself so much - but to be fair, he had rather cut back before the group blog thing.
I think it's kind of healthy for me too - I find that I can often spend way too much time online and use it like a fantasy world to disappear into. Phil always writes such incredibly edifying and helpful stuff, it's too easy to convince myself that I'm not wasting my time :-)

Highland Host said...

I have also found Dr. White very helpful. I am practically addited to his webcasts, and have already my invitation to hear him at Dr. Masters' 'Spurgeon Fraternal' at the Met. Tab. Ah, the joys of Bible College.

Jonathan Hunt said...

And I have my invitation to hear him at seminary.

Ner-ner

Boys get all the fun!

Libbie said...

hah! I trump you all, cos I'm going to hear him in Glasgow and I'm getting to see my good friend, who's a missionary to Albania, get married.
See, girlie stuff and theology. That's why this blog's pink boys...

Jonathan Hunt said...

Oh.

Shucks.

I didn't imagine you'd get up to Scotland or down to Kent to hear him.

Never underestimate the power of a muffin, I suppose!

ps - the word verification I have to fill in says 'pmodpuke'

How appropriate!